I'M ALIVE I'M ALIVE

I know. I pretty much fell off the face of the earth for a couple of months. -____-;; SOOORRY. (I think all of my watchers forgot about me. XDD; )

I don't know what happened these few months. Though, for two months, it was a little scary. I couldn't draw. Whenever I picked up a pencil, I just...I don't know. It didn't work for me. And I just...stopped? And March was THE most hectic month of the school year. My lit. teacher assigned thirty billion projects and I was asked to go to a math competition at SJSU (it was horrible) and Japan Bowl was creeping up on me (WHICH WAS LOVELY <3)

Japan Bowl was an AWEESOME competition down east in Washington. It was a lot more fun than I thought. After all, who could've thought that a bunch of Japanese nerds could have such a good time with each other? ;D

It was a nice vacation, actually. And after March, April came, and the craziness that was March subsided. And...I started drawing once more. I didn't do much, but I tried...;____;

And I also participated (as a designer and model!) at our school fashion show. After that, I decided I wanted to improve. A lot. With my art. But I thought, I can't improve if I don't will myself to draw and CG. So after some pain and tears, I churned out the two most recent CGs you see on my front page.

Well, before I created those CGs, I went to Fanime, and I think that was a major inspiration for me. SEEING ALL THOSE ARTISTS! <33 I missed AnCafe, but that's alright. Annnnd mostly hung out with Helen at her table. (WITH HOWARD. LMAO.) ~Rainbow-Sherbert and I are looking forward to getting a table next year and making a gazillion cute keychains and prints and things.

So...this summer. I plan to set some goals and MAKE MYSELF reach them. Of these goals are: (the hobby-related goals)

- DRAWING EVERYDAY. Two sketchbook pages / day?
- ONE CG (At least) / WEEK
- TRY WATERCOLOR
- One garment / week?

Actually, I'm not sure if I can fulfil the last goal because I'm a little broke right now and can't buy pretty fabric. ): I'LL TRY THOUGH.

Expect a CG by the end of this week. (To reach my goal, hah!) I'm actually having a terrible art block at the moment, but if I don't draw anything I like I'll just find an older sketch. .____.;

I need to go shower now because I still need to study some chem (...I'm a nerd) and draw (...because I set a goal D: ) and then sleep and wake up to two more chapters of my Java book before going to tennis practice for the junior summer league at my facility. T____T;; (First summer practice. I'm going to taaan)


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btw: The mood smileys are taking too long to load so I'm leaving it at neutral, even though it should be "REALLY TIRED ASDFGHJKL."